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Act two: to the boy I buried within me

Your fear of reading queer in public shifted to the fear of misrepresenting yourself.

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NO WAY TO BE II

There is an assumption we can be misled to make, that our bespoke version of self-loathing is more rancid and abashed than others.

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We were scared together

Lots of these memories have been tampered with, psychologically distorted by the exhaustion of treading water for so long. 

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Between anxiety and burnout, when does living start?

Coping with anxiety was a way to prove that I could be a successful, semi-functioning member of society—the type I was taught to be.

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Art

Go BTS with creatives Cai Leplaw & Luca Young

"When my father passed away all I did was paint for like 20 hours, on like a paint bender..." Touch to see more.

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WATCH: Extreme art therapy

Edie Bartley shows CH-V's Luca Young how a typical art therapy session might unfold.

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My dream job had an expiration date

I wasn’t fun to live with during those years: an irritable, depressed writing and editing drone.

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I am Rue from ‘Euphoria’, and that used to scare me

I apologised to many people alone at 3am while my nose bled by the light of a powder-covered Macbook Air. Including Murphy.

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Sometimes I regret my abortion, but it was the right decision

My regret stinks profusely when I consider how ungrateful I must seem to these women—while they prayed for a chance at motherhood, I rejectedthe responsibility.

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